4/25

i'm bored
i want to take pictures

promises

i'm going to exercise
stop eating so much junk food
eat lunch
eat breakfast
be healthier
get skinnier x_x

last night

i had a dream that i got a polaroid cam for my birthday.

dang it.
do dreams come true?

polaroids/films are too expensive -.-

i'm happy♥

can't believe it.

i was best friends with a person like that?
no wonder i was so terrible in 6th grade and beginning of 7th grade.
bad influence.
thanks to my church friends and my new friends, i'm a better person.
she's such a..... -__- whatevs.

-.-

나는 공주인데 너는 내 왕자가 아니야.

-_-

-sigh-
i don't know what to do.

i hate school.
freaking... gaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhldfhaskfhsdalfehawr!!!!!!!!!!
anyways.... my nails!

goodbye 2009~

FINALLY 2009 IS OVER.
i'm very happy cus my 2009 suckeedddd.
i'm not excited for 2010 though. it's just likeeee... blahhh.. yeah 2010... another year...
hopefully it'll be way better than this year -.-
anyways~ i hope you guys have a good year ^_^

here are some of my new year resolutions:
★ devotions devotions devotions pray pray pray read bible read bible read bible MORE
★ exercise more T T
★ get better grades
★ learn more songs on the piano
★ answer my phone more
★ be a better person
★ cook more
★ eat more food
★ get more money
★ LVL

BTWWWW, i made a tumblr.
yuppersz.

woohoo

ha, finally it's almost winter break. i really just wanna eat, sleep, maple all daaay. -.- but my character didn't transfer to khaini yet -sigh-. MCPS is stupid tho, our school closes on wednesday. even though it's a half day, psh screw that, i'm not going. i don't feel like going on monday or tuesday too -_-.

SNOW TOMORROW! i don't like playing in the snow though. i prefer staying inside drinking hot chocolate and watching the snow fall ^_^ ish warmer too~ speaking of the temperature, it's so cold now. and i have to walk home from school. my hands get so cold..... and i lost my gloves. just great.

i just want a break now -_-
so much crap has been going on.
and it sucks.

"You think you're not pretty. There's always someone uglier.
You want more money. People are in poverty.
You want a boyfriend. Someone doesn't have parents.
You're hungry. A child is starving.
You want to go shopping. Someone is looking for anything they can wear just to stay warm.
You want to die. Most people want to live.
So don't waste your time on things that you think you want because there is always someone out there who needs it much more than you could possibly know."


sorry, but i am a human who complains too much.

(cr. becky-- tumblr)

2012

yesterday was so much fun! me, pauline, sunny, brian, raquel, emma, and tae woo went to white flint to watch 2012, hung out at white flint for a while, then my house.

it was intense.

i almost cried -- especially during the sad family parts. pauline kept on asking me "what if it really happens?" i don't know. obviously, i won't survive because i don't have a billion bucks and i'm not an important person. i don't think it will happen though. it was kind of depressing. just in case it does, i'm going to start living life more.


sunny, raquel, and pauline left :3

bright eyes

new obsession.
grrr, what a tiring week. -sigh-
i hate waking up in the morning.
i just want to sleep all day.

hello, fall leaves. it wasn't even like fall today.

addicted

when nothing goes right....


go left.

replay

been a good week! hooray!

i got a 57/60 on my history test! woohoo!

in art, we are making haunted houses.
me and pauline's are the best.
it's a dollhouse -- all pretty and cute and stuff.
but then once you look inside, it's all bloody and scary and aahhhhh!
and we have a voodoo doll inside and ripped up stuffed toys and scary dolls.

speaking of scary stuff, i watched paranormal activity last night with a bunch of friends.
me, richard, ennil, keenan (mah black brother haha), suma, sarah, pauline, ..and richard's mom o.o
the movie itself wasn't scary but like.. once you get home and you actually think about it.. it's scary
aaahhhhh hard to explain ><
it was kinda stupid actually. THE GUYS NAME IS MICAH LOLOLOLOLOL.
we were really loud, and the adults in the theater got really mad at us.
we kept laughing during the uuhhh "scary" parts.
fun fun fun funnnnnnnnnnnnnn :D but the sour patch kids cost $4.25! (ennil bought it for me yay)
well that's all!

PS: richard's mom is freaking pretty. she looks so young,

zzzz

i'm sick =(
i've been out in the rain twice
i woke up with a headache
and i have a really bad cold
aaahhhh!

anyways, i have tons of homework.
i have to plan an essay which is due i don't know when
i have to finish all my worksheets for US history
and i also have a bcr to do for that class.
i think i did well on the quizzes i recently took --
i always think it's going to be super hard, which makes me study a lot
and then when i take the quiz it's not as hard as i thought it would be.

i'm going to the movies today =)
going to watch stepfather!
i'm still going -- even if i'm sick. i wanna go somewhereeeee.
it's been raining a lot.... i love rainy days! especially, COLD, rainy days.
even if i get so cold and my hands are always freezing.

i just realized...
i always forget what he looks like
and what his voice sounds like
is it because his hair is covering his face?
is it because all i remember is that quacking noise he makes?

you make me wonder why

i think i forgot to take my daily dose of reality pills.



i feel like i'm a princess
dang.

habit

야 있잖아.
hey, you know what?

나 니만보면
whenever i see you

심장이뛰고.
my heart pounds.

Bilbo Baggins

Here I am at home...
reading The Hobbit .
There is school today, but I didn't go because I don't feel well today ㅜㅜ

Sunday ---
I was part of the praise and worship thingy on Sunday. I went to the Field of Screams. It was pretty scary.. but like.. it wasn't as scary as I thought it would be. So pumunta kami dun sa dalawang haunted house thingy tapos merong mga actors na merong chainsaw. Nyeeeek!! Tapos sumakay din kami sa haunted hayride. Merong mga sumusulpot at nangugulat. It was fun =) gusto kong pumunta ulit ㅋㅋㅋ it was a tiring day though.

Monday ---
No schoooooool!!!! I was going to study all day and also read The Hobbit but.... I didn't..... ㅜㅜ Curse my lazy self. In the afternoon, I went to the mall with Sarah and Suma =)
Of course I spent my money.

White beanie hat - $7.95


Beret thingy - $7.95


Striped jersey like shirt - $16.90

I'm starting to have an obsession with hats.
I better start reading again, I'm on chapter 7, and I'm supposed to be on chapter 12.

map the soul

is currently my favorite song (the worldwide version).
Dang, Tablo is so freaking awesome...
The lyrics are so
poetic
and
nyeee
and
aahhhhh
아아아아아아아 미안해.... 몰라 몰라.
Fun day today!! I hung out with my friends, Hannah and my new japanese friend, Starla.
We laugh a lot. We like to eat and sleep. We are very lazy. ㅋㅋ these two girls are like me.
Phew, my geometry test today was easy (well the part 1.. part 2 is on tuesday because there is NO SCHOOL ON MONDAY).
That magazine fundraiser thingy is so stupid.
What a scam, a fraud.
Seriously, do you think you'll get $500 from that super party thing????
What stupid 6th graders. You better learn your lesson.